The haiku journal
turned down the haiku I sent–
“too haiku,” they said.
Thus detached from it,
I feel I’m one step closer
to enlightenment.
Copyright 2021
T. Allen Culpepper
The haiku journal
turned down the haiku I sent–
“too haiku,” they said.
Thus detached from it,
I feel I’m one step closer
to enlightenment.
Copyright 2021
T. Allen Culpepper
A free adaptation of the Anglo-Saxon “Wulf and Eadwacer”
My tribe will take him as a threat
but also a victim they can vanquish.
We’re an unlikely, unlike pair.
Wulf walks his island, I walk mine,
one a trap, quicksand, a tarpit.
The fierce and fearful seek to follow him,
vowing violence to render him void.
We’re an unlikely, unlike pair.
He told me he would have to travel,
but it’s hard to bear the trauma it brings.
The rainy days wreck me, I need arms to wrap me.
I love you, I hate you, I need you, I love you.
Wulf, Wulf, Wulf, I want you—
so much so it makes me sick.
Too little fucking has fucked my heart.
Can you hear Ed? Can you hear, Edward? Can you, here, Eddie?
Wulf’s spirit, spirited off, elsewhere spent.
Our union dealt death by division;
what’s unfixed deftly, finally, split.
Copyright 2021
T. Allen Culpepper
Scratching, scraping, rattling, relentless wind,
banging the storm door against the frame,
chafing against my anxiety, rubbing it
raw like rough denim abrading tender skin
after a sweaty summer hike, whipping
thoughts into fury with leaves and dust and pollen,
the definition of irritation,
restless, unsettled agitation.
Copyright 2021
T. Allen Culpepper
My monsters aren’t the scariest kind,
but their presence still unnerves me.
A big one shadows my shoulder
when I turn a corner; a fleet-footed
one nearly trips me up, then scurries off.
Sometimes I see only a darting pair of eyes
or feel something brush against my skin,
and one just ran across the street behind me.
I catch glimpses, but only glimpses, never
forming a clear enough impression to
make a sketch. Some seem mostly
harmless, others more threatening;
I think the worst one hides under the bed,
but if so, I wouldn’t know for sure,
because I never look to see. I don’t let
my arm dangle, though, just in case.
Copyright 2021
T. Allen Culpepper